rhsguy411

life feels like it's goin downhill. well it's been that way for a long ass time. to those who r surprised, i guess i dont show it that easily. but yeah...right now it's all downhill. i hate my life. there is nothing for me anywhere, no matter how hard i try to make sumpin outta life. so yeah...fuck it.

i love stacey chong!!! did nebody get that??? lemme say it again.....i love stacey!!! hehe...you're such a great friend, gurl! damn u mean this much to me....*stretches arms as far apart as possible* oooh and then some! hehe...stacey, u're so great! u help me feel happy, u help me feel better bout myself...what can i say...i thank GOD for you. see that angel in my recent deviation? thats you....

sup sup everybody! yay my dad's back from his business trip. haha he said he should've brought me with him to florida...plenty of nice beaches and HOT gurls in bikinis and all that other good stuff...*sigh* i miss my g/f but hey its all good. i may not see her today, but tomorrow's another day right? haha soo diff from the last journal entry...i guess i worked it all out and i now understand. silly me...so stubborn and strong headed...but oh well. mmm...wish she'd pick up the phone. i feel like takin her out and play some billiards or whatever. mmm summer's going pretty good. been workin out at the rec. center (god i hope results start showin